I knew this wasn’t going to be easy, but I didn’t think it would be like this. I have a Subchorionic Hematoma. Its basically a blood clot which can release at anytime taking my baby with it. I’ve been bleeding off and on since week seven (I’m now at week 13). My doctors have put me on bed rest, because everytime I go somewhere or do house work, I bleed again. So, I spend my days in bed praying that everything will be ok. I am frustrated because as I reach the end of the first trimester, I should be happy and planning for our future. Instead, I’m laying here praying things will get better.